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I know most of us are so sick and tired of hearing about Covid-19 and we should be, because it didn’t have to happen in the first place. There were many warning signs about it in China, but because we have unqualified leadership or so it seems, it continues today. I personally think that it was intentional, stay with me, he goes over to China right after he got impeached, then when he comes back we get this disease that he doesn’t tell us about until a couple months later, which at the same time he sends all our PPE and ventilators to China as the country is struggling with this so called new disease that is actually on the back of the can of Lysol, but anyway,  it only affects black and brown people for the most part, all except the ones he has shipped to the border and put in cages.

Yes I am one of those conspiracy theorists, and yes I think that Tupac and Biggie were not killed by gangs, and MLK was not shot and killed by that Forrest gump dude, and Jeffrey Epstein did not commit suicide as well as all the other 5 black men from different parts of the world found hanging. I know you probably saying this girl is crazy but suppose I’m right and there are people out there trying to commit genocide, trying to get rid of all the minorities, because they feel threatened they losing all their power with all this Black lives matter stuff and they found a way to slowly and under the guise of sickness get rid of black and brown people. Sometimes art imitates life as well as life imitates art.

How many movies have we seen that have a plot that shows how they got rid of specific people by attacking certain genes in a person? Take for example; the drugs we get from doctors who by the way are legalized drug dealers, I’m just saying, LOL. But seriously people who take medication for high blood pressure, diabetes, or migraines. Have you ever thought about how that medicine works, it doesn’t affect anything else and yet it works for that specific medical diagnosis, even though sometimes the side effects are worse than the actual medical problem, however; how hard is it to concoct a drug that would only affect certain blood types, or genes, or molecules (I don’t know nothing about medical science) I’m just saying.

The Tuskegee experiment is one nobody wants to talk about, except us black folk, because we know what somebody can do, because we saw it being done or read about it, that’s why we’re not so sure about this vaccine. We want to see somebody else get it first, just like we didn’t want to be the first to go out when they closed everything down. Most of us was saying when we see the golf club and the tanning booths open then we’ll come out. There have been too many times that people have used black people as guinea pigs.

This covid has not only shut down America, stifled the economy, but it has also showed us how the disenfranchised has been mistreated medically. It has also shown those who thought they were more important than others, that they really aint nothing without the essential workers; I.e., nurses, garbage men, clerks, janitors, mail and ups/fed ex, teachers, and babysitters just to name a few.

Now we are grappling with should we send our kids back to school or not? The reason most of us don’t know, because we can’t seem to get the truth out of the mouth of the orange one, so we let fear and doubt take over. First there were only a few symptoms, but now there are about 15 and they change every day, even from the many doctors, scientists, and epidemiologist’s (once again don’t know nothing about medical science) I’m just saying. I think at this point many of us know too much medical jargon, more than we would like to know and yet here we are.

What is amazing to me is all the people who don’t know nuttin but refuse to wear a mask based on their privilege. Are they slow or just ignorant? Somebody please tell me. I know most of us are definitely sick of those masks, but we know without them we sho nuff can get sick. Everybody walking around looking like we getting ready to stick somebody up. As women we definitely are sick of them, because we love wearing our red lipstick, but now we have to cover our mouth up if we want to live. I don’t believe there have ever been so many people concerned about hygiene like they are now, everybody got bleach, sanitizer, alcohol, Lysol, gloves in their car, at home, in  their purse, and washing our hands until they turn red for 20 seconds, like any minute we about to perform surgery. 

I bet we all wished we would have listened to our moma when she used to say wash your hands as soon as you come in the house. Wow!!! who would have thought that we all had to be taught that again as grownups. Well I think the more knowledge we have the better we will feel. I’m personally putting my trust in Jesus Christ my savior. However; I will listen to the medical specialists, and take extra measures as well. I’ve never seen so many people scared to cough or sneeze in my life, because all you hear about is the coughing, sneezing. What happened to allergies did they just go away? So everybody that dies is dying of covid now, ain’t nobody dying from cancer, heart attack or old age. I’m just saying. The latest symptom is itching, what’s next hair growing out of your fingernails. LOL I’m just saying. It’s getting ridiculous now and it’s only causing more fear and more separation and division, which is what the devil wants.

I wrote this because I want us to use our common sense. We have all this technology, we have doctors, we have information, let’s use it and stop letting these politicians use us like puppets for their hidden agendas. We have to stop letting them use us for their own gain, which is causing many of us to die unnecessarily. We need to trust in the doctors and not the ones on the orange one’s payroll, doctors who have nothing to gain but to save lives, experienced doctors, experienced specialists who have been dealing with this type of disease all their careers. When we go to our doctors for our appointments, that’s when we can ask questions, then we confirm that with what we learn from the CDC and the other professionals.

Many of us have listened to the doctors and let our loved ones die alone. I’m a firm believer that God, your attitude, your friends and family, and the medicine has a big impact on you feeling better and getting healed. Your spirits are lifted by association, God didn’t make us to be alone; especially when we are sick and scared with a bunch of strangers. I think the reason a lot of people died, because they died of a lonely heart and feeling all alone. So let’s change that, if they can put on PPE and go take care of patients, why can’t we do the same and go visit our loved ones. It’s a known fact that people in the hospital who have visitors always get better and come home sooner, this is in the psychiatric journal. I read somewhere. (LOL)

Babies who are born too soon and they have to go to the nic unit, the parents are encouraged to come see their baby as much as possible and talk to him/her and touch their hand through the case, why because we all need that touch. There is a term called deprivation dwarfism (I actually studied that in college but don’t ask me nothing else) and they did a study about it and found that the baby that was touched the most grew and the one that wasn’t touched didn’t grow, that just shows you how important it is to have someone touch, listen, see and talk to. So next time somebody tells you that you have to leave your loved one to die alone tell them NO, that’s not an option so what do I need to do to be here for them, if they say you have to have on the PPE stuff then you tell them ok where is it, if they say they don’t have any ask them where is the janitors closet. Go to that closet put on the black garbage bags from head to toe with the plastic shield from the drawer and walk back in there and say ok I’m ready.